Posted by Anonymous on 2015/07/03 under Uncategorized I struggle everyday to look my mother in the eyes. I love her so much that she is blinded from the hate that dwels inside me. Ever since I was young I can remember seeing her sloppy and intoxicated nearly every night. It wasn’t until I got older that I realized she had a problem. I would come home and everything would be fine, but then it would take a turn for the worst. I remember on my 9th birthday coming home to presents and decorations, and being filled with joy. Then my mom got drunk and ruined my night. My mom is very harsh and aggressive. She tells me constantly how much she is done with me and our family, sometimes I don’t think I can take it anymore. Lately its gotten so bad that she gets in my face, which makes me VERY angry. I live everyday with her mental and emotional abuse, but she doesn’t even know its going on. She’s oblivious to anything she’s done wrong. She denys. She refuses. She lies. And I hate her for that. I want to leave but I have nowhere to go. I never tell my friends about my home life. I have no one to talk to. Sometimes I think about suicide, but I would never actually commit. I’m afraid of hurting others, but yet they don’t care about hurting me.
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I don’t know what it’s like being you, but do know I’m here if you ever need to talk to someone. You can email me about these stuff, instead of posting them online. I care, so know you’ll always have someone to talk with 🙂